Worth

Worth it all...a song I once heard. We have all heard songs of love..of life.  Of heart ache...there is a gentle pull towards the lyrics but an overall lurching of the spirit to be healed by the magic touch of tone.

Lord I pray that I can know what I am living for...that I can remember you are my life...you do fill me with overwhelming joy and comfort my soul. I may feel alone or @ loss. But I have decided I will wait for you. I pray that every moment I remember you and I choose to honor you and please you above all. I need you to move my soul to be my hero to be my sweetheart. My heart is taring In my chest...the thought of lonely nights and no hand reaching out to me to hold...it Burns and stings to think this could be it. This is the last touch ..the last moment...

Dates w Jesus

I have the strongest pull to be romanced by Jesus. And I am pretty hard to get so I been telling him I have a bf we can only be friends. But he has the kindest eyes and the purest of intentions.  He says "come away with me...I want u to see things u only dreamed of, hear music that makes your soul sour, and laugh like u never cried.." he tells me he can be my comforter and he can love me. That I just need to take a chance risk the jump be all his, give him my whole heart. I say to him " I have a bf but I will think about this, you can be my friend" then through this silly romance with the king of the world I decide,  lets have coffee and I will get to know you. I sit here now, asking " what do u see for us? What is your vision for our future" and now he wants to show me and not even tell me he says " put ur faith in me,  I have known you and I have been seeking you since the first time Light hit your eyes... OK show me....